What a day!

I have had such a day that I wonder if I have made the best choices in my life.

It was one of those days that you never want to think about and that you would never want to repeat.  I am actually looking forward to tomorrow as I will be busy working most the day and my husband will have all the kids.  Just to have some me time is well needed and deserved.

Rhett had a very hard day Thursday the only reason I can tell this is he came home from summer school and was asleep within less than 30 minutes, but slept for almost 2 hours.  It's not everyday that he does that but on the days he uses too much energy it makes me worry.  I cannot even imagine what it is like not to be able to breathe fully every day and night.  Soon he is going ot be on Flovent and then we will see what will happen and to see if it helps him.

Nikole is struggling with listening and doing somethings that she needs to do.  She has been causing grief with her brothers especially with Gavin since he seems to like to be with her and do things with her.  Mostly playing and having fun but sometimes she doesn't want him around and then in turn makes him cry and is mean to him.  I think it is a normal sibling thing but still it makes me crazy!  I hope and pray that she will get over it one day like I did with my siblings.

Gavin has a best friend that adores him and that happens to be Dylan.  He loves playing and being able to do things with his siblings but sometimes he does get carried away.  You should see how he plays with Dylan.it is so cute.  I would love to see how well they play together as they get older.  He is very smart but he needs to have his own thing to do.  To be given a job that is only his and that no one can take away from him is what he strongly needs and wants.

Dylan is struggling as all the other kids are in summer school and he is home alone with mommy.  Sometime it is grandma or aunt Hillary that watch him but still he is lonely and is so happy to see his brothers and sister after they get home.  He does play with himself and mommy for a while but it is just not the same as playing with brothers and sister.  He is signing so much more and I am glad that there is that communication that we have with him.

We are stronger as a family than we ever have been and I hope and pray that we just continue to grow stronger.  As soon as I can fin my USB for my camera I will have to post pictures of the car show/motorcycle ride that we went to for the Angel's Hands Foundation.  We had such a great time!  My kids even rode a mechanical bull.  I was so surprised that they even let Dylan ride, even though he cried the whole time. LOL!  I better find it before too long so that I can take pictures this weekend.